Oh My God.I've got quite alot of stuff to write about but Anyways,I came up with a
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION~
Yes,It IS a little too late.since New Year has been like gone.gone with the wind since like a few months ago.yeah.in fact,Chinese new year seems a long time ago!well anyways,EVERYTHING seems like a chore & I've been PROCRASTINATING ...ALOT.soo yeahh...I'm only using the computer cos' I have to.(gosh.I even procrastinate on using the com!!)Geog project and some idiot group member isn't doing anything.well since it IS printed in my precious report book,I have to lift my lazy butt up & do this.I guess the ONLY thing I don't mind doing is like...
a)"socialising"(gossiping, shopping{wait even shopping is procrastinate-D}and all stuff else)
b)Facebook(need I say more?facebook is addictive!)
c)well...I think only facebook and "socialising" is not procrastinated.golly.I'm such a pig.
WELL,I guess I made it obvious enough.first on the list is *drum roll please*
PROCRASTINATION
ahh!!!I can't help it.(well I can.I'm just to lazy to try to stop being lazy.)SO my schoolwork is like in a not-so-good stage and I feel messy & disorganised.I procrastinate to stop procrastinating.this word is pretty darn long I'm soo lazy that I'm even *sigh*procrastinating typing "procrastinating" And I'm typing this word so much.so I guess.this resolution has a pretty good start!^^
EAT HEALTHY!!!
I've never ever ever been a health nut.I don't touch my veggies.I don't eat any fruit unless it's flown from some wierd country and tasted sweet enough for me.or of course if i'm forced to.which is quite often but i just leave it there till' it turns brown and complain saying it's not edible or something.BUT i do LOVEE juices.but of course they're probably all full of sugar except for a pathetic drop of the real juice.i don't drink water too.I don't even know why this is a resolution.oh yea.I don't wanna be all fat & fugly.(to me,FAT=ugly.easy?)and my butt is probably getting bigger by the second..NOOOOO!!!!!I did some excercises but hey?what does dancing do?pretty much NOTHING.& of course I'm against bulimia and anorexic-ness because..i dunno.bad impression only for losers.I've not checked my weight in 2 weeks.but i think that day my weight was still the same pathetic "almost underweight"yay!call me living in denial but shut up.go look in your mirror.bet I'm thinner.hah!
GET ORGANISED.
I want EVERYTHING to be organised.my brain,my room.(ugh!)my school stuff(its pretty neat so thats ok.)but i need a journal.but I'm not consistent.at all.the only thing i plan is parties.what to wear & yeah...you know..stuff that are not important--TO YOU.I'm trying ok.I'm sure I'll get this ticked soon.okay.if I don't procrastinate.
CIP.
I pretty much got that all under control.
DO BETTER AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh.this IS hard.like NOT PROCRASTINATING..its very hard.not the work.I can cope.I love english & lit & art & drama.I suck at chinese.(my EX-best subject)i mean seriously.so I'm gonna find myself study buddies.Kim Mary & I might be signing up for chinese tuition together.so yeahh!!I've never been a good student.I admit that.I don't hand in my work & if i do its only the subjects i like which are great.or else.it'll be late,or sloppy and horrible.but somehow,i still manage to get rather average & above average in the co-Hort.(never below in the co-Hort)so i'm trying very very hard but in the end i always slacken and give up to go read or use the computer or sleep.i suck.
RE-DECORATE MY ROOM
I want it completely diff.i want nice,neat columns,a queen sized bed.(I am willing to scratch that but a girl CAN dream..about dreaming in a queen sized bed instead of a stupid puny single)a nice corner with BOOKS!chairs,beanies and stuff.i CAN keep the old wardrobe but...it does not mean I want to.I'd like new clothes.a dresser maybe & lotsa mirrors & beautifying stuff.(??)but yeah.i want a normal white room with white walls.a normal study desk with a desktop attached(?).a neat pretty room where I can enjoy and concentrate in.It's rather simple.nothing too elaborate(hey!i wanted a chandelier!!)its a pretty normal room.oh!and a TINY fridge and a TINY couch from Ikea would be most lovely.a bedside table with fake flowers would be excellent too....
{the riddle of red}
